The Journal of the eighth wonder of the world, belonging to a circus freak show

17 Wonderful Years almost

Mon, 16 Jan 2006 04:13:30 GMT

Tomorrow is my Tiki's Birthday!!!!!!!! She'll be 17 and i made her a card and everything. i love her so much and i know im going to cry soooo hard, but with soo many wonderful friends, i get through each day. So, in honor of Tiki, i have memorable moments:
1) - the earliest is when i kept her in a corner with a piano bench so she wouldnt leave me
2) - her walking up to Ivy Green house in GA when we came to visit. She thought we were moving back and it was adorable.
3) - her being in the car with us whenever we took our yealy Thanksgiving trip.
4) - the way she got excited for walks.
5) - when a lady came up and asked if she could paint her bc she was sooo pretty.
6) - when we would come home and if we didnt give Tiki atention right away she would bark and adorable bark.
7) - the clicking of her toes on teh hard wood florr at night.
8) - when she owuld sun bathe in our lounge chairs outside
9) - the time i thought she ran away and we were int eh car looking for her.
10) - when we would put her in the pool to teach ehr to dog paddle to teh stairs.
11) - when she would try to escape when we gave her baths.
12) - when she would randomly walk in my room
13) - when she chased the pookie bear
14) - when Sophie (my grandmas dog) would snap at her.
15) - the smell of her ears and breath.
16) - the patterns of spots on her body. she had a diamond right in the middle of her back and on teh back of her neck she had a side by side brown and white patch.
17) - when we took her in and found out she had a little fat spot on her butt!!!
18) - when she had spasms and we had to stay with her on a mattress.
19) - when we built a rank for her so she could easily walk up a plank to my parent's bed.
20)- the day (september 23) i had to say goodbye to her. i hate that memory bc i felt rushed likethey wanted to end it right then and i felt violated in my time with her.
21) - how she would just stare at you if she wanted to sit where you were.
22) - how she would get furious if you didnt move and just plop down with an annoyed sigh (loud)
23) - how we played hide and seek and she always found me.

i love her soo much

SOO HAPPY!

Thu, 15 Dec 2005 23:57:34 GMT

hi!!! so the last entry wass pretty upsetting. yeah i was prettysad but i am soooooooooooo happy now bc i love this guy and i think im in love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg i have never been sooooo obsessed. i am at the point where i need professional help. i mean, i freakin wrote a song about him. (on guitar) errrrrrrrrr i wont get to see him for 2 and a half weeks!!!! ilove haley and kelly!

tiki

Mon, 05 Dec 2005 03:56:34 GMT

right now i feel so blah in life. school is stressing me out, im becoming obsessed with this guy who i know i will never make it wiht and what should have helped me with my depression has onyl delayed for a while. i loved my dog Tiki, and it kills me everyday to get up and not see her. especially when i come home from school i expect her to be at my feet (int eh way) but i dont have to avoid her anymore. i want to avoid her. i love my new puppies but i would trade anything to have tiki back for one more day. i remember when i was 5 in georgie: i was talking to tiki anbout death and how we all die one day. it seemed like such a short time ago when i was doing that when it was 10 years ago. ive been with tiki for 15 years and i miss her soo much. i am so afraid that im going to forget the sound of her nails clicking on the hard wood floor or the smell of her fur. i never want to forget the design of spots on her body or the way she got excited during walks. its been al ost 3 months and i just wanted to update on her. i will always love her

Fri, 02 Dec 2005 04:09:04 GMT

HEYYYY!! its been almosy 4 months since ive updated. you know why??? myspace! its frickin addicting and makes livejournal look like poopy, yeah thats what i said: poopy. but ya no, its skool i guess. so ive got nothing to say except i love kelly and erinn and liana and evryone else that means a lot to me. so if u feel teh same about me, leave a comment

Sat, 06 Aug 2005 04:19:31 GMT

hi! so i saw Dukes of Hazzard a couple hours ago. it was ok, i LOVE johnny knoxville and sean william scott. both were fine in this movie. ya no who wasnt thou??? jessica slut simpson. showing off her ass like she was the milkshake and all teh boys were coming to her yard. bitch. anyway, so check this; in the Rundown, there was The Rock and Johnny Knoxville and in Standing Tall there was The Rock and Sean William Scott....coincidence? is it possible that there are no coincidenes, that the film making industry has been plotting this dilema over a span of many years, hoping to confuse ppl like me who spend their endless days continuously watching movies in the hopes of one day figuring out the meaning of life, movie life that is.....

Fri, 05 Aug 2005 03:41:41 GMT

hello
yes i am ready for more comments! i love you all.

WAHHHHHHHHHH

Mon, 01 Aug 2005 03:12:46 GMT

yeah, so ive been away for 3 weeks and i just got back today. i had no internet usage (sometimes) and i had none for livejournal . so im sorry for those of you who wait at the computer all day long waiting to see that i have updated my journal. well...you can go to bed now, cuz ive updated it. I MISSED PALMTREES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

errrr

Wed, 29 Jun 2005 05:45:41 GMT

hi, kendra is keeping me up. its about 1:43 in the morning and she's keeping me up. im keepng myself busy so i dont shoot mysef.

I LOVE YOU ALL!!! -continued

Tue, 21 Jun 2005 02:11:33 GMT

haha! i figured out where the music thing was.

I LOVE YOU ALL!!!

Tue, 21 Jun 2005 02:10:10 GMT

you guys are so awesome. i felt like crap so i came on here and to see all these "i love yous" made my day...night acually. its 10:30PM. sooooo, not much happened today. i ate some watermelon! and some of those Altoids Sour GreenApples...let me just say, i can take a lot and that was TOO much. and uh so yeah! i hope all ya'lls day are goin well. ttyl! oh yeah- since i cant the part of my brain that understands this LiveJournal.com doesnt function, i cant reply to ANYONE but trust me, i WANT TOO!!! so just keep commenting!

Mon, 20 Jun 2005 02:57:47 GMT

somebody write some comments about me without me having to write anything about what happened today. Tell me how much you love me....

errrrrrr

Sun, 19 Jun 2005 03:34:29 GMT

hello, so not much happened today. acually a bunch did. iiiiiiiiiiiiiii woke up at 5 bc liana and sid and someone else were farting so i went to another room and slept until 9 when i left and went to Cafe Margaux with my grandparents and uncle for fathers day (dad nad mom were there too) and after that we went to the fabric store and i got my fabric for me erinn and kendra's costume this haloween. so tthen kendra came over and then fred and giinny, my neighbors, took us to the yacht club. cute waiters! anywayz that 70s show is on g2g

TODAY"

Thu, 16 Jun 2005 01:57:45 GMT

TOnightm i am with the most awesome beautiful intellegent girl in the world thats right Miss Erinn Ashlan MUrray. it is i, kaleigh mcbride, who is writing this and you can tell because i spelled my name correctly and you mofo's cant. E before I!!!!!! anywayz, we're sewing and talking baout boys, nasty boys who should die and we canthrow rocks at them. So, another day has past when the beautiful intellegent awesome girl Erinn Ashlan Murray has touched my heart in a way i have never thought possible and only read in story books - cheap phony books. And in a non-gay type of way, unless you are into that thing ; ). jk so ill talk to all you beeeotches l8r

Wed, 15 Jun 2005 16:20:40 GMT

hi
right now its early so i doont have much to say except some stuff about my awesome dreams. not last night but the other night i had a dream about Jesse McCartney which is weird bc i dont even like him. anywayzz, he was a shark and so was i (or maybe some kind of fish) and we were int he zoo on opposite sides of the glasss. well, jesse-shark had to leave for a while bc they were improving his tank and when he came back he flicked me off (bc we hated each other) and then later on we're humans and we start making out and i told you i dont like jesse but omg...now i do!

ok last night i had a similar dream, excep this person happens to be someone my friend likes (still a celebrity) it was ashton kutcher and me, him and this one girl who was similar AMerican FErrara, the fatter girl in The SIsterhood of the Traveling Pants,but it wasnt her. so she either wanted to model or go to college and me and sashton were helping her decide. so she went in a closet to she could decide easier, idk. its weird. but all of a sudden here i am messing around with ashton. trust me it didnt go far, we were just goofing off. and then i checked in teh closet andhse had escaped through the air vent. s

so, those are my stories, i just felt like sharing them, i dont dream those kind of things everynight. but it was unusual cuz it happened twice in a row. tuesday night i watch summerlamnd with jesse mccartney and last night i watch that 70's show, maybe that has something to do with it. HA im watching sleepy hollow tonight!

TOday

Tue, 14 Jun 2005 03:20:21 GMT

HAHAHHAHAHA!!! im updatin gmy livejournal. well, today i did pretty much nothing. painted and .... i know this sounds weird buti cant remeber the rest. lol

My First Entry!

Sun, 12 Jun 2005 02:57:42 GMT

Well i never wanted one of these things because i thought they were a waste of time before, but the 2 coolest people in the world (kelly and david) showed me that they are frigin sweet! I'd just like to include with my initial entry a few things about my life, thinking back many embarasing anechdotes come to mind, most of which i'd care not to tell, for now well just say i've had my moments. creative aquarious loving tall blonde movie person extreemly wounderful butttttt!!!! Thats about all when it comes to the persona of I Kaleigh McBride.