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15th December 2005

6:57pm: SOO HAPPY!
hi!!! so the last entry wass pretty upsetting. yeah i was prettysad but i am soooooooooooo happy now bc i love this guy and i think im in love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg i have never been sooooo obsessed. i am at the point where i need professional help. i mean, i freakin wrote a song about him. (on guitar) errrrrrrrrr i wont get to see him for 2 and a half weeks!!!! ilove haley and kelly!

4th December 2005

10:50pm: tiki
right now i feel so blah in life. school is stressing me out, im becoming obsessed with this guy who i know i will never make it wiht and what should have helped me with my depression has onyl delayed for a while. i loved my dog Tiki, and it kills me everyday to get up and not see her. especially when i come home from school i expect her to be at my feet (int eh way) but i dont have to avoid her anymore. i want to avoid her. i love my new puppies but i would trade anything to have tiki back for one more day. i remember when i was 5 in georgie: i was talking to tiki anbout death and how we all die one day. it seemed like such a short time ago when i was doing that when it was 10 years ago. ive been with tiki for 15 years and i miss her soo much. i am so afraid that im going to forget the sound of her nails clicking on the hard wood floor or the smell of her fur. i never want to forget the design of spots on her body or the way she got excited during walks. its been al ost 3 months and i just wanted to update on her. i will always love her
Current Mood: lonely

1st December 2005

11:06pm: HEYYYY!! its been almosy 4 months since ive updated. you know why??? myspace! its frickin addicting and makes livejournal look like poopy, yeah thats what i said: poopy. but ya no, its skool i guess. so ive got nothing to say except i love kelly and erinn and liana and evryone else that means a lot to me. so if u feel teh same about me, leave a comment
Current Mood: blank
Current Music: Eric Forman talking??

6th August 2005

12:14am: hi! so i saw Dukes of Hazzard a couple hours ago. it was ok, i LOVE johnny knoxville and sean william scott. both were fine in this movie. ya no who wasnt thou??? jessica slut simpson. showing off her ass like she was the milkshake and all teh boys were coming to her yard. bitch. anyway, so check this; in the Rundown, there was The Rock and Johnny Knoxville and in Standing Tall there was The Rock and Sean William Scott....coincidence? is it possible that there are no coincidenes, that the film making industry has been plotting this dilema over a span of many years, hoping to confuse ppl like me who spend their endless days continuously watching movies in the hopes of one day figuring out the meaning of life, movie life that is.....
Current Mood: confused
Current Music: None - i no!!! can you believe it?!?!?!

4th August 2005

11:39pm: hello
yes i am ready for more comments! i love you all.
Current Mood: thirsty
Current Music: barbie girl

31st July 2005

11:10pm: WAHHHHHHHHHH
yeah, so ive been away for 3 weeks and i just got back today. i had no internet usage (sometimes) and i had none for livejournal . so im sorry for those of you who wait at the computer all day long waiting to see that i have updated my journal. well...you can go to bed now, cuz ive updated it. I MISSED PALMTREES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: um. teh friends themesong - I'll Be There For You

29th June 2005

1:43am: errrr
hi, kendra is keeping me up. its about 1:43 in the morning and she's keeping me up. im keepng myself busy so i dont shoot mysef.
Current Mood: cranky
Current Music: Lovers Foever - Don Henley & Stevie Nicks

20th June 2005

10:10pm: I LOVE YOU ALL!!! -continued
haha! i figured out where the music thing was.
Current Mood: there are a lot of choices
Current Music: Aerosmith - Sweet Emmotion
10:07pm: I LOVE YOU ALL!!!
you guys are so awesome. i felt like crap so i came on here and to see all these "i love yous" made my day...night acually. its 10:30PM. sooooo, not much happened today. i ate some watermelon! and some of those Altoids Sour GreenApples...let me just say, i can take a lot and that was TOO much. and uh so yeah! i hope all ya'lls day are goin well. ttyl! oh yeah- since i cant the part of my brain that understands this LiveJournal.com doesnt function, i cant reply to ANYONE but trust me, i WANT TOO!!! so just keep commenting!
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15th January 2006

11:02pm: 17 Wonderful Years almost
Tomorrow is my Tiki's Birthday!!!!!!!! She'll be 17 and i made her a card and everything. i love her so much and i know im going to cry soooo hard, but with soo many wonderful friends, i get through each day. So, in honor of Tiki, i have memorable moments:
1) - the earliest is when i kept her in a corner with a piano bench so she wouldnt leave me
2) - her walking up to Ivy Green house in GA when we came to visit. She thought we were moving back and it was adorable.
3) - her being in the car with us whenever we took our yealy Thanksgiving trip.
4) - the way she got excited for walks.
5) - when a lady came up and asked if she could paint her bc she was sooo pretty.
6) - when we would come home and if we didnt give Tiki atention right away she would bark and adorable bark.
7) - the clicking of her toes on teh hard wood florr at night.
8) - when she owuld sun bathe in our lounge chairs outside
9) - the time i thought she ran away and we were int eh car looking for her.
10) - when we would put her in the pool to teach ehr to dog paddle to teh stairs.
11) - when she would try to escape when we gave her baths.
12) - when she would randomly walk in my room
13) - when she chased the pookie bear
14) - when Sophie (my grandmas dog) would snap at her.
15) - the smell of her ears and breath.
16) - the patterns of spots on her body. she had a diamond right in the middle of her back and on teh back of her neck she had a side by side brown and white patch.
17) - when we took her in and found out she had a little fat spot on her butt!!!
18) - when she had spasms and we had to stay with her on a mattress.
19) - when we built a rank for her so she could easily walk up a plank to my parent's bed.
20)- the day (september 23) i had to say goodbye to her. i hate that memory bc i felt rushed likethey wanted to end it right then and i felt violated in my time with her.
21) - how she would just stare at you if she wanted to sit where you were.
22) - how she would get furious if you didnt move and just plop down with an annoyed sigh (loud)
23) - how we played hide and seek and she always found me.

i love her soo much
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